i actually have given up. i refuse to chase someone, wishing and wanting them in my life, any longer. in the end i have just ended up hurt, confused and exhausted. i have cried my heart out and poured all of my thoughts and feelings out numerous times. it’s actually embarrassing when i think about it. no doubt, it would mean THE WORLD to me for that person to text me or call me just to tell me that i actually mean something to him. unfortunately, i doubt that that will ever happen. maybe whats best for me is not what is best for him and i suppose i’m going to have to start to accept that. of course i don’t want to and it’s not going to be easy, but i’m hoping over time it becomes manageable and i will be able to look at him and say, “yeah that’s my friend, nothing more, nothing less.”
i actually have given up. i refuse to chase someone, wishing and wanting them in my life, any longer. in the end i have just ended up hurt, confused and exhausted. i have cried my heart out and poured all of my thoughts and feelings out numerous times. it’s actually embarrassing when i think about it. no doubt, it would mean THE WORLD to me for that person to text me or call me just to tell me that i actually mean something to him. unfortunately, i doubt that that will ever happen. maybe whats best for me is not what is best for him and i suppose i’m going to have to start to accept that. of course i don’t want to and it’s not going to be easy, but i’m hoping over time it becomes manageable and i will be able to look at him and say, “yeah that’s my friend, nothing more, nothing less.”
am i the only one that lies awake every night like this? crying myself to sleep..
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